I haven’t been very happy lately, or even aware of life. I’ve been in a zombie state where I just make it through the days. Today I had a rare moment of aliveness. I pulled into a parking lot close to where my drawing group meets. Instead of going straight to drawing I decided to get some tea. It had just finished raining, so it was that nice cool moist air. Everything was an unbelievable green. I liked the purple hydranias hanging over the fence of a yard I passed; I leaned in to smell them and my nose came away with fresh raindrops. There were mini maple leaves that held stubbornly onto bits of rain making it look like a green ceiling with crystals. I read as I walked, which I haven’t done since college. I got to the tea house and ordered an apple mango tea even though I wanted a japanese chai tea. It was late enough in the day that caffine wasn’t a good idea. Right before I left I noticed a dessert sitting in the window and asked what it was. I was told it was Turkish Delight. For some reason, just the other day I had wondered about this exact dessert; wishing I could try it. So I bought one. It was Delicious. I was like a little kid, getting powdered sugar all over my black work uniform and not caring a bit. I just enjoyed the dessert, the atmosphere, and my book. I wanted to stay in that adorable eclectic tea shop, but I hadn’t been to drawing for a while, and I might not be able to make it for awhile after this. So I walked back, fully sated and happy. It was a nice moment in time. I wish I could capture those few minutes and put it in a box for later, when I really need a moment like that.
May 15, 2011
My marine biology class is canceled. I based my whole summer around that, and decisions about my future. I know everything happens for a reason, but I’m mad and tired and confused. Everyone’s telling me I can still go to he Bahamas. Apparently, that’s all they heard when I talked about this class. But I wanted to go and apply what I learned. I wanted a science based trip, a research trip. There’s a small chance that we’ll still have the class on a different campus, but including me there’s only four people signed up. I don’t think we’ll get enough people.
That begs the question what should I do now with my summer. I was so looking forward to it, it was going to be amazing. Now should I try and sign up for another class? Should I drop summer classes and get another part time job? I already asked, and they won’t give me 40 hours at my current job. If I don’t take classes then loans kick in again and I need a full time job to keep up with them. If I do take classes I have to make a completely new schedule. Either way, I think I’ll keep the kickboxing class I had signed up for. I think it’s going to help keep me sane this summer. Or at least force me to get in shape.
There’s really only one other science class I can take, the others are all filled already or I don’t need it. But if I take a difference science course I can’t go on the family vacation, which I feel I need to do. I have to get out of here and go sit on a beach. I need a break. Finals are finished. I got an A on my Bio final and in that class. My chemistry teacher is driving me nuts and giving me nightmares by not posting any grades yet. She better post my final grade soon, I would like some decent sleep. I feel so beat up. I didn’t realize how stressed I was. I was so happy before. Now that classes are over and my summer looks crushed I feel like I did before I went back to school. Lame, tired, unmotivated, indecisive.
I guess I went on a date with a friend, I didn’t realize it was a date until he showed up with a Gerber daisy. Points for him for knowing my favorite flower. We went to a murder mystery dinner. It was fun and the food was good. There were four main actors and then some people got parts to play. I figured out the murder, but my need for everything to tie together; I put too much thought into it. So I made it more complicated and therefore didn’t really figure it out.
I felt bad because I kept my friend at arm distance. This might sound silly but I’ve definitely got a wall up around guys. I’m not even comfortable around them like I used to be. It’s like I can’t even flirt anymore. I wish I could just tear it down. I’m sick of feeling like this. I’m no attracted to guys, I have no interest, and if they are interested I am uncomfortable. What happened to me that I’m like this now. It’s pathetic. How am I supposed to find anyone like this. How do I get past this and trust again.
I know why I’m like this, why I don’t trust, why I keep everyone away. I wonder if they ever think of me. The men in my past. I wonder if the one who made me like this ever thinks of me. Ever regrets it. He still haunts my dreams. Frequently. How do I get it to stop? It’s tiring and saddens me. I stay awake sometimes imagining different times, what it was like, what would happen if/when we meet again. He takes up much to much of my time. But I can’t seem to banish him.
Sorry if this blog is mopey, it’s how I feel. Lonely, sad, and down. I did warn you with the title.
I need to figure out what I’m going to do with my summer. If it totally fails I think I’ll go on a cruise even though I don’t really have anyone to go with. I’ve never been on one. I was looking at one that goes to Belize or one along the Pacific Northwest. They’re not to expensive. Since I’m not going to the Bahamas anymore I actually have some money.
I got the new Mumford and Sons cd, I’ve been listening to it for days now. I also read ‘The Book Thief’. It’s about a girl in Germany during WWII. Learning to read, hiding a Jew, and other things. I just finished it today. Very sad ending, but I shouldn’t have been surprised. Sometimes I get so caught up in my books that I can’t help by cry or laugh or be concerned. I guess I like to hide there when I don’t know what to do with my own life. Is that cowardace? Am I wasting my life sleeping and reading and sleeping? I feel like I am. It makes me even sadder. I am lonely, but I don’t want to be around anyone. I’ll just disappoint them. I’m disappointing myself. I’m depressed. I realize this. I’m down and beaten and tired. Now I just need to stand back up and do something different. Because this isn’t working.
Not tonight though.
Maybe tomorrow.
Summary of the Month – April 2010 May 3, 2011
Unfortunately, this picture is kind of how I was early this week. Spikey, snarky, prickly. It’s wasn’t the best week for my mood. It was because of stress.
Summary!
I can’t believe this month is over already!
Days Total-30
Days I worked on Art – Just a few times. I really like my drawing class.
Things I accomplished/Things worth mentioning: I started walking the fitness trail by my house. I am pathetically out of shape. Went to my friend’s bridal shower. Dan was in town from Iraq. I spent a lot of time with him and some other friends. I wish we spent time like that more often. We played cards, had a cookout, went bowling. It was a great week with friends. I went to the Indian’s game with Dan and my dad and his dad. I got my first Indian’s game ball, we had great seats, it was Sizemore’s first game back and he hit a homerun, and I got an Indian’s shirt. I’ve been trying to register for my marine biology class, but it won’t let me in for some reason. I’m not worried, the teacher guaranteed me a spot. I went to a little black dress salsa party. It was right on the lake and everyone was dressed up. LOVED IT. So much fun. Easter came and went. For some reason I was very disconnected on Easter, I think that’s when the stress started to hit me. Finals are soon. 4 tests in 10 days, no fun. I went rock climbing for the first time in over two years I think. I thought I would do horrible, but it’s amazing what your body remembers. I did alright for such a long break. I was so excited to get back into it I went right out and got a carabiner and a ATC bug. I also splurged on myself. I got $300 worth of cloths for only $100. WOOT! I’m on a mission for some summer dresses still, and maybe another skirt or two. And some shirts to go with said skirts. 
We’ll see…It was a good month.
Things I would like to accomplish for next month: Keep walking the fitness trail. I would like to be able to do a pull-up by the end of the month. Sadly, I can’t even do one. Schedule for the GRE test and start studying. Start looking into Master’s programs again. Rock Finals. Pick up some extra hours at work.
Makeup Tips April 5, 2011
I am trying to learn more about makeup lately. I picked up the book ‘Crazy Busy Beautiful – Beauty Secrets for Getting Gorgeous Fast’ by Carmindy. It’s cute and has lots of helpful tips. I’m going to write down the ones that I want to remember.
*Plain white sugar is hands-down the best exfoliant around. In the shower, simply lather up your face and body with your regular cleanser and then scrub about a handful of sugar over your skin, using circular motions. Rinse away remaining crystals. You’ll be glowing sweetly.
*Honey makes a great – if sticky – mask. After applying, lay a hot washcloth over your face to steam the honey into your skin. After ten minutes, wash it off with warm water. Honey’s hydrating properties leave your skin feeling super-supple.
*If winter has done a number on your always-cold hands, apply a cream that contains eucalyptus, mint, or rosemary. These botanicals stimulate blood flow – warming your hands while soothing them.
*Cornmeal recipe: Mix one cup cornmeal, one cup honey, and one and a half cups heavy whipping cream. Refrigerate overnight so the cream gets absorbed. About an hour before use, take it out and let it stand at room temp. After a long soak or hot shower, scrub it all over your body – avoiding the face. Rinse, moisturize, and viola! Amazingly soft skin that smells delicious.
*Create your own tinted moisturizer by simply mixing foundation with an SPF – infused moisturizer and blending it in.
*If you want your eyes to really pop, don’t match your eye shadow to your eye color. Create a greater impact by choosing opposite colors. For example green eyes – plum, blue eyes – brown, brown eyes – blues, greens, or plums, hazel eyes – jade or forest green.
*If in doubt, a slightly shimmering brown eye shadow works for every age and skin tone.
*The most basic way to apply eye shadow is the three-color look. You never need more than three shades on your eyes. Apply a highlight color under the brow and on the inner corners of the eyes; sweep a medium shade across the lid from lash line to crease. Finish with a contour shade swept across the crease.
*For a fast morning lift, apply highlight shadow under the brow and on the inner corners only. The contrast of the highlight next to your bare skin on the lid creates the illusion you are already wearing a neutral lid shadow.
*For a quick eye-brightening look, lightly apply a single highlight shade across the whole eye from lash line to the brow bones. If you have light skin go for a white, iridescent, or pale pink shade. Medium skin, try champagne or pale gold.
*To achieve the perfect smoky eye look, you must create a gradation of color. Start by applying the darkest shadow shade on the lid. Place a medium shade in the crease and under the lower lash line. Finish with a pop of highlight shadow under the brow and on the inner corners of the eyes. Make your smokey eye more chic and sophisticated. Mix shades of gray and black with purple, green, silver, plum, or blue.
*Keep a supply of water – soaked black tea bags in your freezer. Apply two of these icy compresses whenever your puffy eyes need a soothing cool down.
*Applying cold cucumber or kiwi slices can reduce puffiness.
*To up the intensity, dip an angle brush in a little water and turn your powder eye shadow into a precise liquid liner that dries to a nice powdery finish.
*To create doe eyes, dip an angle brush into a little powder shadow and sweep it on the outer top half of your upper lash line. Next, smudge a little shadow under the lower lash line, from the middle toward the outer corners. This opens up the eyes for that wide-eyed innocent look.
*For a fun sixties retro look, apply black liquid liner along the upper lash line and slightly wing it out into a cat’s eye. Next, draw a white pencil liner just under the wing at the outer corners.
*To really open your eyes, apply a regular coat of mascara and let it dry. Then apply a second coat only tot he outer corner lashes, both top and bottom.
*For a wide-eyed star, apply mascara only along the outer half of the upper and lower lashes.
*The perfect daily lipstick is about two shades darker than your natural lip color. For most ladies, it’s a rosy pink that enhances your natural shade by turning it up a notch.
*If you’re fair, go for blue-based reds like strawberry or cherry red.
Summary of the Month – March 2011 April 4, 2011
Does anyone else feel like you missed March. I blinked, and it was gone.
It was orchid mania month at the gardens. They really outdid themselves this year. It was by far my favorite.
Summary!
Days Total-31
Days I worked on Art – Probably just once a week.
Things I accomplished/Things worth mentioning: I went to MOCA, the art museum, the zoo, and the botanical gardens. I was very cultural this month. I really enjoyed it. I got some great photographs and I made some great sketches/drawings. I’ll definitely have to post those soon. It was national craft month, although I wasn’t very crafty. I got to see Ashley and Dan, that was nice. Since I was doing well in school I upped my hours at work. We’ll see how that goes. I went on the Tremont Artwalk for the first time; it was awesome. I joined an art group that meets once a week. It’s helping me get into drawing and meet some artists around the area. I went salsa dancing a few times, I’m actually trying to make time for it. I don’t want it to fall by the wayside. I went to a roller derby for the first time ever. Tons of fun! My friend and I played a euchre game with Dan (who is in Iraq); we played over skype. hehe. I got about 4 inches cut off my hair. It’s fun, but I think I will like it more when it grows out a bit. I went to the succulent and cactus show; they didn’t have an aloe for me, so I found something else called a Crassula. It’s real cute. And last but not least, I had my marine biology meeting. So I signed up for that and biology principles II for summer. The marine biology is going to be SO COOL! I planted seeds for my community garden.
Maybe I felt like I missed this month because I was so busy; I just didn’t realize how fast it was going because of all the fun I’m having.
Things I would like to accomplish for next month: Be more motivated. The last two weeks I haven’t been as motivated as I was before about school. I think I might have fallen back into the bad thought process of ‘I’m doing awesome, I don’t need to work so hard.’ Now that I realize I’m doing that I need to stop. I need to start swimming laps; I need to be in good swimming shape when I go on the marine biology field trip. I need to clean my room again…it was so nice for awhile and then it got back to normal. Keep on top of my schedule. Lots is going on this month and I need to not be overwhelmed or forget things.
A Good Beginning to the Month March 5, 2011
It has been a very good beginning of the month. I am doing well in school (just got a 79 out of 75 on my bio test) and I think I might be making a friend or two while I’m there. It was so nice, the day of the test we had a very long lab afterward, my lab partner brought me chocolate. How sweet is that? I didn’t think she much cared for me, but that really made my day. I also like that the teacher uses our data for examples because we are so reliable. That’s right, I’m THAT girl. I hated THAT girl last time I was in school. Now I don’t care, I’m glad I’m her. I did kind of have a rough day on Monday, I was getting picked on for asking questions, for some reason it really bothered me. But you know what. Twenty bucks says I am do way better in that class then him and will continue to do so because I actually understand what’s going on. HA!
I went to the contemporary art museum for the first time. I’m still not a contemporary art fan, but there were some neat exhibits. One was a movie about 6 blind people coming in contact with a live elephant for the first time. It was amazing how they perceived the animal. I wonder if the ‘see’ differently then we do/how they imagine things. I’m sure they have to think differently then people who can see. Don’t you wonder what they are ‘seeing’ in their mind’s eye? http://www.mocacleveland.org/exhibition_details.php?exhibition_id=70
I would love to share my favorite, but I can’t seem to find it. It was….hard to describe, I wouldn’t do it justice. Just trust me, it was cool. Something I would put in my house for sure. I also found this in the gift shop: http://www.boskke.com/about/ and this http://www.eggling.com/eggling/index.htm
Side Note: One of my classmates gave me the idea to shave my head for a cancer benefit. The idea stuck with me, for quite awhile. I seriously considered doing it. What kind of person would I be without hair? Would I be strong enough to give up something I love and define myself by for the good of people I don’t even know? What I still be able to consider myself pretty? I want to see I would be a stronger person, and that I could give that up and still see the beauty. I am not 100% committed to the idea though, so it won’t happen this year. I really really really love my hair, even though it drives me nuts sometimes and the idea of no maintenance/no shampoo cost would be wonderful, I am not ready to try that just yet. I also decided against the pixie hair cut for now (I was going to do that so I can donate my hair). I am just learning about hairstyles and fun things to do and texture, so I will just get a cut. How is it I feel guilty for not donating my hair? It’s not long enough, but I need it shorter. I shouldn’t feel bad about this….
Another good thing about this month, Anna’s craft box of wonders:
earmuffs included! Unfortunately, they are a bit small for me. But the possibilities of everything i can make is wonderful. I already made a terrarium:
I also put some of the flowers around my room to brighten it up a bit. I have a lot of art/crafts I want to do. It is nice to have a friend who’s into this so we can exchange ideas and crafts.
I was bit by the spring cleaning bug yesterday. I did epic amounts of laundry, cleaned all the animals, and even cleaned my bathroom. I pulled everything out of the drawers and cabinets, wiped them down, threw out anything I wasn’t going to use or was expired (apparently my sisters liked to stock pile things). The only thing I really have to do is clean the flower and scrub the shower. I also have some fun ideas to brighten up the bathroom and organize a bit better. Fun Fun.
Tonight was one of those nights that I really needed quiet, but I also needed company. I just needed to be near someone who understood that. Someone who was just happy to be near me, and me happy to be near them. Two friends reading together or drawing together. It would have been nice. Instead I had a quiet night by myself, rather lonely today. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a good day. I am just very worn out.
Things that made me happy this week:
*watching people play wii skiing for the first time
*a doctor buying a chocolate bar for a patient
*patience of people
*tea karma
*unexpected gift of chocolate
*laughter of children
*free cookies (the good kind)
*card night with friends
*getting a full night’s sleep/no tossing and turning/ waking up refreshed
*chocolate tea – surprisingly good
*moss terrarium
*clean and organized room
*new makeup
*getting a plot of land at the community garden (what should I grow in it?)
Summary of the Month – February 2011 March 2, 2011
Summary!
Days Total-28
Days I worked on Art – 28! I drew something every single day of this month! GO ME!!! I completed my TAD challenge.
Things I accomplished/Things worth mentioning: I am doing amazing at school, go me. I currently have an A in both classes. A friend from out of town came for a visit, it was very good to see him. We had a wonderful family dinner. My dad was very sick, but he is doing much better now. My friend sent me a wonderful box of craft goodies and I am very excited to step outside my little creative box. Did I mention that I rocked TAD this month! Woot! And that’s about it……school is my life right now. It’s okay. I’m happy.
Things I would like to accomplish for next month: Schedule for my summer classes; I am currently set on taking Marine Biology and Organic Chemistry. I want to keep up with my drawing and art. Keep doing amazing in school. Maybe pick up more hours at work. And possibly help with a fundraiser for cancer.
Hospital Visit/Fun Weekend/Great Color Clothing Choice February 20, 2011
So, my dad fell on the ice and hit head head very hard on Friday. I stayed up with him that night because I had a really bad gut feeling about the incident. Luckily that night he was okay.
However on Tuesday he got violently and suddenly sick. He called me and I took him to the hospital where he got a CAT scan. We sat around the hospital all afternoon and then got told to go home. I was supposed to wake him up every two hours to make sure he was still responsive.
The whole experience was very scary. I hated feeling so helpless.
The doctor called back the next morning and said my dad had a concussion and a severe sinus infection. So we’ve been taking care of him, and thankfully, he is doing much better. Why do I have a dad that ignores his health? It is very stressful.
At work the other day I asked a man in the store if he needed help. He didn’t answer, so I assumed he didn’t hear me, so I asked again. Then a different costumer said “I sure hope he doesn’t have any questions!!” It was the man who owned the store and approved everything in it! How embarrassing! It was a good thing I did that though, because now he knows I’m customer friendly I guess…..
I was told that sass is not attractive. Well to damn bad, I’m sassy, get over it. Anyone who can’t handle sass doesn’t have a chance with me anyway.
Sketch Book Ideas:
- Tea Book
- Plant Book
- Travel Book
This weekend was my mom’s birthday. The whole family came for dinner, even my cousin John. We laughed for three hours and ate wonderful food. It was so much fun. I love my family, we are a bit strange, but man, do we have fun.
My friend Tyler came in to visit this weekend. Friday we went to the Greenhouse Tavern, because he appreciates good food. Of course everything we got there was AMAZING! I had curried squash for an appetizer. It tasted like Japanese curry! Yum. It had squash, chic peas, and bread crumbs with the curry. For dinner I had the Cauliflower, Eggplant, (and something else) Ravioli. DELICIOUS! And then for dessert I had chocolate chai pot de creme. OMG, it was orgasmic. I really enjoy that restaurant. I like the atmosphere, I love the food, the music is good. Definitely worth every penny.
Unfortunately, then I failed miserably as a tour guide. We finally found a bar that wasn’t to crowded/loud to hang out at, but I was exhausted. So I wasn’t much company I’m sure.
Saturday I worked, went swing dancing, and worked on hw. Two tests this week. IEEEE! But seriously, I think I will do well on them. I am still trying to memorize the transition metals ion charges and the polyatomic ions……help…
Sunday I took Tyler to brunch. We went to the Vine and Bean Cafe. Really cute little place; it was a house turned cafe, so it had all these cute little rooms with their unique fun quirks and colorful paintings. Unfortunately I think I ruined his weekend when I said I didn’t want a relationship, which I don’t. And it’s honestly not because of him, he’s a great guy. I just don’t want one right now. I am 100% focused on school. Plus I don’t wanna do long distance. I hope he believes me, because it’s true. I still felt bad, but I needed to say it.
ANYWAY, afterward I came home and took a nap, then spent time with my mom and my sisters. Then did homework (mini rant warning). Okay, so my homework was telling me I was wrong, I had to name the ionic compound, and I did; aluminum iodide. However it kept saying, no, it’s wrong. I finally figured out why…because they had aluminum spelled WRONG IN THEIR KEY. Big dumb jerks. Sometimes I really don’t like online hw/quizzes.
Now I’m writing about my weekend and posting all the art I worked on….and now back to studying chem for the test tomorrow.
But before I go I was very proud of my color combination for my clothes today. I wore a:
magenta tank top under a:
golden yellow long sleeve shirt and:
robin’s egg blue earrings and necklace.
I really liked this color combination. I’m rather proud I thought to put it together. It’s more colorful then I usually go for and it totally worked.
Justin and Katie February 20, 2011
May 21-23 I spent with the Smith and Johnston families. I left early with Dan and met up at the Smith house. We all then drove up to the very tipity top of Michigan to celebrate Justin and Katie’s wedding. It was a nine hour drive, which wasn’t that bad. I found out I would be staying at the bunkhouse while everyone else (Dan, Jared, Kelly, and Paul) were staying at the bed and breakfast and I felt kind of bad that I wouldn’t be with my friends. Then I saw the bed and breakfast. When we pulled into the driveway we say bikes hanging from trees, sculptures made from garbage, a secret garden, and a car covered with bumper stickers. It reminded me of the eclectic art house from Harriet the Spy (the movie). We went in and it was a little overwhelming. This man had been in the Bed and Breakfast industry for over 25 years and it showed, because he stuffed every little knit knack and what not he could in that house. I was fascinated, but at the same time glad I wasn’t staying in that house. I could see how it would be creepy at night.
We dropped off our stuff and went to the lakehouse/bunkhouse. By the way we had passed the only movie theater within 40 miles and it was playing one movie at one time. I found that rather entertaining. The movie was Robin Hood btw, good movie, I recommend it. Anyway, we drive through the town and reach this gravel road and then drive for what seems like 20 mins til we get to the lakehouse. It was beautiful! The house was made for 20-30 people to be able to stay in it. It was Katie’s grandparents house. When you walked in all you saw was the forest and the lake because the back wall was all windows. I got to meet Katie’s family who is a blast and I am kind of sad I won’t be seeing more of them. We ate fajitas and drank cherry wine while we all mingled and got to know each other.
The next morning I got up early and helped cook. I was the best damn celery cutter you’ve ever seen! I found out that Katie and Justin are now vegans! and that they had actually gotten married on a court tv show earlier in the month. They needed the wedding license and since the show paid them to get married then, it made sense. I was still shocked. Justin cooked and we had vegan waffles for breakfast. It was actually really good. Then we had the rehearsal. Afterwards Dan, Jared, Stephanie, and I went kayaking. It was a lot of fun and I know realize how much I miss canoeing/kayaking, camping, and whatnot.
When we got back we went to a second hand book store called ‘dog eared books’. It was very cool and had a lot of charm. I got an old cool version of ‘The Odyessy’ and a newer book called ‘Philosophy made simple’. Then I came back, showered, and all the bridemaids helped Katie get ready. Most of them were theater majors so there was a lot of singing and they definitely knew how to do hair and makeup. It was fun. I finally got to wear my dress.
The ceremony was simple and beautiful. I’ve never cried at a wedding, but it was so wonderful and they were so happy. After the wedding we took pictures on the beach. Then we drank margaritas and ate delicious food. Everyone gave toasts, including me, and we all just had fun, drank wine, and mingled. Katie was beautiful, Justin was glowing. It was definitely the best wedding I’ve ever been to. I am so happy they found each other and I wish them every happiness in the world. I’ve never found two people more right for each other.
The next morning we left in a hurry cause most of us slept in, so I forgot my pillow and coat. We did stop at a cute little coffee shop where I got chai, and apricot scone, and a breakfast burrito. It hit the spot and then I managed to sleep for most of the ride home. We did have an incident where our tire exploded on the highway, but since it exploded out, not in, it wasn’t that big a deal. We called a company, they helped us change tires and we were on our way. It was a wonderful weekend.
This past weekend (May 29-31) I went to Chicago for the first time ever. Since it was such a small wedding the party was the next weekend and everyone was invited. Unfortunately my family couldn’t come, but Mike came with me. We met up with Dan, Jackie, and Bry. Mike and I drove up early early in the morning. He wanted to leave at 4, and since I wasn’t driving, I didn’t complain. I got to sleep around 1am the night before and woke up around 3am because I was so excited. Around 430am I found out he had slept in and went back to bed. We didn’t actually leave until 6am (which is when I wanted to leave anyway). It took 8 hours and $30 in toll roads to get there, but we finally did around noon. We couldn’t check in yet, but we parked and explored a little bit. We got food, saw the Chicago bean, saw Millenium Park, and went to the Institute of Art. The museum had the largest display of Impressionism and Post-Impressionism Art in the country. That’s pretty much all we got to see because by 3 we were both exhausted. I definitely want to go back and check out more of that museum, because it has some very cool things.
We went back to the hotel and checked in. Then we promptly fell asleep for an hour. After that we meet up with Dan, Bry, and Jackie and had dinner. Then we meet the whole group at their hotel. It was good to see everyone again and meet more of their friends. We went to see a comedy sketch called “Cupid has a Heart On: A Musical Guide to Relationships”. I haven’t laughed that hard in a long time. It was hilarious. I’ve never been to a comedy club before, but I’m definitely going to have to go to more. This was important because Katie and Justin met at an improv group.
The next morning I meant to get up early, but I slept in until 10 or 11. No big, we got up and went to the Shedd Aquarium; one of the top 10 aquariums in the States. It was a good thing I bought tickets ahead of time because the line was out the door, down the block and around the corner. We just walked right in. Mike was very good, I spent at least 4 hours in there and he let me take my time. I had a wonderful time….except when people decided to tap on the glass. That drives me NUTS! It was mostly adults too. Mike saved me from hitting a few people in the back of the head. They had beluga whales there, and one was a 3 week old baby.
We got a Chicago Polish Sausage from a street vendor that was delicious. Then we went to the beach which was over crowded and the water was freezing. So we sat on the hill and watched the sailboats for awhile while picking out a restaurant to go to. We decided on Catch 35, which turned out to be fancier then we expected. It had excellent food. I had clam chowder, blue cheese crusted fillet mingon medallions with demi glaze, crab mashed potatoes, green beans, and for dessert: carrot cake bread pudding. Yum yum yum!
After dinner we hurried up, showered, dressed, and went to the party. The dinner took longer then expected, but it was worth it. I finally finally finally got to wear the dress I bought. It is a sleek dress that is a dark green/blue with ruffles…that’s not the right word for it….but anyway, I love it! And I got tons of compliments on it. The bride and groom redid their vows, and had their first dances again. The rest of the night was dancing, drinking, laughing, and eating. It was so much fun. Definitely worth going for.
The next morning we slept in and then found us some Chicago Deep Dish Pizza. omg, soooo good. It’s a good thing those aren’t here because I would be 50 pounds heavier at least. Then the rest of Monday was driving back in the awful downpour and paying ridiculous tolls again.
I had two absolutely wonderful weekends in a row. I couldn’t be happier.
Katie and Justin are spending their honeymoon in Costa Rica right now! How excited!
*Disclaimer*
This was written way back when….I’m not sure why it was still in the drafts. I just came across it.
I need a man who…. February 20, 2011
I need a man who will love me:
- when i don’t have any make up on
- when i can’t love myself
- when i’m in sweatpants and baggy sweaters
- when my hair is wild
- with sensitivity
- with understanding
- with encouragement
- with passion
- when i get in moods
- when i’m ridiculous
- when i’m overwhelmed
- can make me laugh
- kisses me often
- i can have a comfortable quiet with
- i can talk about anything
- accepts me for me, with all my flaws included
- likes to travel
- loves animals
- enjoys reading
- puts up with my serial hobbies
- likes to try new things/is open minded
- enjoys the outdoors and nature
- will do silly things with me
- gets along with the rooftop girls
- will understand when i need ‘me’ time
- thinks of me often and with a smile
- does little things to show his appreciation and love
- dances
- will go to museums, art shows, and galleries with me
- will take care of me when im sick and crabby
- rub my feet after long day
- listen to me talk about my day
- ask me how i am and listens to the answer
- who will work through the tough times with me, not just give up
- will put up with me when i’m being difficult
- doesn’t mind that i can be rather messy, or at least accepts it
are these things to much to ask for?
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